As part of our “Fellows Friday” feature, we focus on the artistic lives of our Pew Fellows: their aspirations, influences, and creative challenges. Visit us each Friday to meet a new Pew Fellow and to learn more about his or her artistic practice.
This week, we speak to filmmaker and Emmy-nominated director Ted Passon, whose work explores human relationships and how they shape our world. He is a founding member of the Small Change Experimental Film Screening, a curated monthly series of independent and experimental cinema, and a member of Philadelphia artist collective Space 1026.
What could you imagine doing if you didn’t do what you do?
I could imagine being an astronaut. I could imagine starting a business where people pretend to hold funerals for loved ones before they die—that way the person gets to hear all the nice things that people will only say about them after they die. I could imagine opening free schools with the best teachers in the country in low income areas, privately funded by billionaire philanthropists who just wanted to do the right thing until the state could get its priorities straight. I could imagine living on an island and riding on the backs of dolphins on the way to a myriad of adventures that would later be collected in my public works. Later in life I would retire, but still do the lecture circuit. I could imagine all sorts of things.
When did you know you were going to be an artist?
I don’t know that it was a decision to be an artist. As a little kid you just create because it’s a completely natural way to be, and what you decide is not to stop. I remember very consciously making that decision, being very young—eight years old maybe—and realizing that I was going to have to actively not give art up. I remember thinking that many people who were older than me had seemingly done that at some point, and I was going to have to make it a point to keep going. It seemed like if I wanted a fun life, I had to hang on to making art very intentionally, and that turned out to be true.
What do you miss most from your childhood?
Having absolute confidence in myself and everything I did.
Do you think about your legacy and, if so, how does your thinking about it affect your practice?
I think about it more than I’d care to admit. I wish I didn’t, because it usually holds me back from working freely, from just letting go and creating without judgment. I would love never to think about it. It seems like a waste of energy. “Legacy” usually manifests as questions, like: “Do people really love me now? Will they love me later?” This puts the onus for approval on the external, which de-values your own point of view. So much of legacy has to do with reception. I can’t control reception but I can give people artwork to receive if they choose, and I can do a better job of that if I stop thinking about my legacy.
Thinking about it now as I write this, it does seem like there could be a better way to use the idea of legacy—not as a question but as a decision. If you just said, “It will all work out great. Now do whatever you want, because you already know how things will turn out.” I could see how that would be useful. A fortune teller once told me how old I was going to be when I died, and since then I’ve been in a few scary situations, but I was always able to be more fearless when I thought, “Oh well—this will probably end fine because I know I don’t die until much later.” Using legacy as a decision-maker could function much like that. That could be helpful.
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Rajendra Roy joined the Department of Film at The Museum of Modern Art as Chief Curator in July 2007, overseeing the museum’s film collection, and their preservation and exhibition efforts. Roy served as a Pew Fellowships panelist in 2015.
“The best day in the studio is when everything feels like magic,” says 2009 Pew Fellow and visual artist Sarah Gamble.
In this month’s Pew Fellows news highlights, photographer Emmet Gowin shows his work at the Morgan Library and Museum, and jazz pianist Matt Mitchell and choreographer Susan Rethorst are awarded Doris Duke Impact Awards. Bassist Jamaaladeen Tacuma will pay tribute to the late Ornette Coleman, and visual performance artist Kate Watson-Wallace gives an interview on the evolution of her practice.
In 2007, the Center awarded Pew Fellowships to 12 Philadelphia-based artists, and grants to 83 dance, music, theater, and visual arts organizations and practitioners in the greater Philadelphia region.
In 1992 the Center awarded Pew Fellowships to 16 visual arts, dance, and music artists in the greater Philadelphia region, including Odean Pope and Judith Schaechter.
Emmet Gowin is a photographer and a 1994 Pew Fellow.
Peter Paulsen is a classical and jazz performer, both of which influence his composition style, and a 2007 Pew Fellow.
Pew Fellow and former Philadelphia Poet Laureate Sonia Sanchez leads a poetry workshop exploring the history of Johnson House, Philadelphia’s only intact stop on the Underground Railroad.
Poet and 2012 Pew Fellow Kevin Varrone (Pew Fellow, 2012) spent the past few years designing and building an app that traces the history of the Phillies, as well as his personal relationship with baseball.
A 2012 Pew Fellow and Leeway Transformation Award winner, Waselchuk is interviewing and photographing Philadelphia block captains for Them That Do, a project which reveals the individual and shared histories of the city’s diverse citizenry.
Pew Fellow and visual artist Benjamin Volta leads an artmaking workshop as part of Historic Germantown’s ongoing Center-funded project Elephants on the Avenue.